Start Here: Welcome to Your Awakening

Start Here: Welcome to Your Awakening

Start Here: Welcome to Your Awakening

If you’ve been feeling it—that quiet ache, that sense of dissonance, the knowing that something’s not quite right in the life you’ve built—this is your portal into Welcome to Your Awakening.

This is the intro to Welcome to Your Awakening, a podcast where we explore the big questions, the real transformations, and the wild intersections of manifestation, identity, culture, history, belief systems, and what it actually means to wake up in a world that wants you asleep.

This isn’t about quick fixes or aesthetic alignment. Welcome to Your Awakening is about the deep unraveling and the remembering of who you actually are.

What We Explore in Welcome to Your Awakening:

• The ache that pulls you toward something more

• Dissonance that shows up when you’re not in alignment

• How awakening doesn’t arrive like light, but like fire

• Why breakdown is often the beginning of breakthrough

We’re not going full deep-dive here. Think of this episode as a taste—an energetic handshake. A glimpse into the layers we’ll explore together as this podcast unfolds.

Whether you’re already in the middle of your descent, or just starting to notice the cracks—Welcome to Your Awakening is for you.

We’re going there. And it starts now.

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📖 Episode Transcript

Welcome to Your Awakening – Episode 1: Start Here

How does one even start a podcast? By just talking, I suppose.

If you’re listening, I bet you feel it. Not in your mind. In your bones. In your soul. That ache you can’t name. The pull that won’t shut up.

That’s why you’re here. You didn’t stumble onto this. You were led. Not by fate. Not by chance. By the part of you that refuses to stay asleep.

Maybe you’ve felt it for a long time. That quiet sense of dissonance. The way things don’t quite fit anymore. The life you built that no longer feels like it belongs to you.

At first, you ignore it. You convince yourself you’re just overthinking, that everyone feels this way, that if you just keep going, it will pass.

But it never does. Because the moment you see it— the cracks in the illusion—you can’t unsee them.

And once that happens, you have two choices: You pretend you never saw it. Or you step through.

This is the Threshold

So I invite you to step into this portal with me, where I take everything I’ve ever questioned— esoteric ideas, manifestation, spiritual concepts— and talk about them.

The things I’m deep diving into right now: culture, history, religion, belief systems, mythology— how it all ties together, the patterns, the connections, what it actually means to live this human experience fully, effortlessly, authentically, with integrity.

The deeper layers. The threads not everyone’s pulling on. The weird connections that alter how you see things.

We’ll go down rabbit holes. Hidden patterns in history. Spiritual truths buried under conditioning. The strange overlaps between physics and mysticism.

This podcast doesn’t fit into one box. Because I don’t fit into one box. Transformation doesn’t fit into one box. No one does.

Some episodes will be deep explorations. Others will be straightforward— manifestation, identity shifts, breaking limiting beliefs.

Sometimes, it’ll just be what’s pulling me in that moment: the lessons, the realizations, the shit I’m navigating in real-time.

This is also where you’ll see the process. When I drop an episode connecting quantum mechanics to ancient mythology, to the way we shape our lives and experience the world— You’ll have the substance behind it. It’s not coming from nowhere. It’s coming from a hundred different threads being woven together.

You don’t have to listen. But I’m going to talk about it. I’m going to talk about what got me here.

I’ll tell my story in the next episode.

What We’ll Explore

And then we’re getting into it:

• Manifestation — what actually works, what’s bullshit, and the science behind it.
• The real process of identity collapse and reinvention.
• The patterns in history, mythology, and reality itself—and how they all mirror each other.
• Deep dives into whatever the universe is pulling me toward.

As we go further, you’ll see: Spirituality isn’t separate from reality. It’s happening here, through us, on this earth.

For Those Who Feel It

Most of the world is asleep. Moving through cycles they never questioned, living inside stories they never wrote.

You’ve seen it.

• The job that was supposed to make you happy—but doesn’t.
• The relationship that looks good on paper—but feels wrong.
• The city you moved to for a fresh start—but still feel stuck in.
• The manifestation methods you swear should be working—but aren’t.
• The way you’ve shaped yourself around expectations that were never yours.

And then one day, it happens. You wake up and realize: this life you’ve been living… was never really yours.

That’s when everything starts unraveling. You’ll know you’re in it.

Awakening doesn’t arrive like revelation. It arrives like death (figuratively).

Awakening Isn’t Light—It’s Fire. It doesn’t feel like alignment. It feels like insanity—like you need to be 5150’d.

Awakening isn’t gentle. It’s an identity collapse. It’s a funeral as much as it is a birth.

You don’t just rise. You get torn apart first. The person you thought you were? The life you built around them? None of it can come with you.

If you fight to hold on? It only makes the fall worse. You can’t half-awaken. Well—you can. But life will keep throwing shit at you until you take it seriously.

Once you step into the storm, the only way out is through.

This Isn’t New

This pattern has repeated itself for thousands of years.

• Every great shift has begun with a collapse.
• Every initiation has begun with destruction.

Osiris torn apart before wholeness. Jesus crucified before resurrection. The Phoenix consumed before it could rise.

The Fall of Rome. The Renaissance after the Dark Ages.

The burning of libraries. The rewriting of history. The destruction of old systems before new ones could be born.

This is the pattern. This is how it’s always worked. You are not breaking. You are being rewritten. The version of you that cannot come with you is being burned away.

Awakening Is a Process

It’s not one breakthrough moment that suddenly frees you. It’s never been that.

Awakening is thresholds and initiations.

First, you see the cracks. Then, everything falls apart. Then, if you don’t turn back—if you make it through the destruction? That’s when the alchemy begins.

That’s when you start rewriting yourself.

You will grieve the version of you that can’t come with you. You will want to turn back. You will question everything.

But if you’re here? I already know you’ve felt it. You already know there’s no going back.

So Yeah. That’s the Podcast.

That’s what we’re doing here.

If you’re into:

• Manifestation
• Mythology
• Identity shifts
• Gods and ancient systems
• Spiritual exploration
• The patterns running through all of it

—listen.

If not? Don’t.

And before we dive into everything else— Let’s start with how I got here.

In the next episode, I’m breaking down my own awakening— So you don’t have to take the long, twisted, dark road I did.

Unless you do.

The cycles of chaos. The patterns that led to complete paralysis. The descent into my own destruction— Which was really my salvation.

The slow unraveling of everything I thought I was. And the hard fucking work it took to break those cycles and wake up.

Waking up was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. And that’s exactly what we get into in Episode 2.